duet, duet, duet...

bulan ni aku rse sempit sikit...yelah mn tak nye ingatkan dpt la gaji bulan nie...tpi haram x dapat, bulan depan bru msuk...huhuhuuu...beraya xde duet la aku tahun nie...nk beli baju raya pon xde duet...nk repair moto lgi, nk bayar duet moto lgi...haishhh, sesak2...tpi xpe, mungkin ni lah ujian yg aku dpt..yelah selama nie xde masalah duet pon x pernah merasa...skang ni bru la rse sikit...tpi xper, x esah sume tu...biar kita menguasai duet, jgn duet yg menguasai kita...klu dueat menguasai kita...gelap la pandangan kita...

rumahku berantakkan...

alahai rumah...seminggu aku keje shift mlm, rumah da jdi mcm tongkang pecah...dengan sampahnye bertimbun dkt depan...dgn dapurnye yg sarat dgn cawan dan pinggan yg x basuh penuh satu sinki dapur tu...dgn bau mcm2 kt dapur tu, sampai nyamuk pun da beranak da...haishhhh, semak plak aku...rumah duduk 7 orang, tpi mcm xde org duduk..sorang pon xde rse bertanggungjawab nk bersihkn umah...da tau pndai pkai cawan or pinggan basuh la sekali..ape salahnye..x lama n x susah basuh..kejap jer, bnde berat2 n susah boleh buat, tpi nk basuh pon susah ker!!! nk jugak tggu org basuhkan, kutipkan pinggan cawan yg terbiar...apebende lahhhhhh!!! tolong lahhh, be responsible okeyyy...x susah pon...

last breath

From those around i hear a cry,
A muffled sob, a Hopeless high,
I hear the Footsteps leaving slow,
And then i know my soul must Fly!!!

A chilly wind begin to blow,
Within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then, Last Breath escapes my Lips,
It's Time to leave and i must Go!!!

So, it is true (But it's too late),
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate,

Oh, mark the words that i do say,
Who knows? Tomorrow could be your day?
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell,
Decide which now, do NOT Delay!
come on my brothers let us pray,
decide which now, do Not Delay!

Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see!
My eyes are Blind! Am i still me!
Oh has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a priceless fee.

Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoices,while others burn,
If only i knew that before,
The line grew short, and came my Turn!

And know as beneath the sod,
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing i cry worse,
For they go home, i face my God!

sabtu-07/08/2010

keseorangan dan kesepian...hurmmmmmmmmmmmm...ari minggu org laen berseronok, happy2...tpi aku keseorangan kt umh...da mcm tunggul kayu aku kt umh nie...sorang ke utara sorang ke selatan sorang ke timur dan sorang ke barat...aku berada di tengah2 menjaga hati sume org...tpi ape yg aku dpt hanyalah kosong, sifar, zero.....

allhamdulillah~~~

allhamdulillah..ni la perkataan yg keluar dlm hati aku bila sesuatu yang aku harapkan selama ni menjadi kenyataan...rasa bersyukur sgt2 bila keajaiban ni berlaku...bila tangan menadah dan sejadah dibentang kelihatan di depan mata, rasa sebak plak..tpi x mustahil sebab manusia suatu hari akan berubah...tpi kli ni btol2 aku rse bersyukur sgt, doa aku dimakbulkan Allah...allhamdulillah...aku harap perubahan yg berlaku ni bkn bersifat sementara, hope berpanjangan laaa...amin~~~